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[aid] => mick
[title] => Transition
[time] => 2004-07-19 00:22:42
[hometext] => I also wrote this out of frustration. A simple poem dedicated to the frustration of my peers thinking irrationally. And the question of whether or not its a burden for myself out of all these people, to endure.
[bodytext] => Emotional distress, as it possesses my only known truth. Hurting and bleeding, in the depths of my one true self. I am not depressed, nor am I cheerful. My soul hurts, my heart burns, struggling with comprehension. Attempting to figure out if this transition is a burden, Or if the transition is positive at this time and point. To be unable to relate with most people I know, To be ridiculed for my morals, ethics and thoughts. I am not ashamed, nor am I completely content, My mind is in it's own state of contradiction, Confused, yet amazed that I have grown this way. Distinguishing meanings, pondering thoughts. The fact that it must be done alone, Has to be yet a burden in itself. Relations are untrue, could this be wrong? Emotions grow sore, and trying is not worth it. Acceptance has overcome my new self, Relating to the others is the problem. I stand for what I stand for. And its final, that's good enough for me. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 194 [topic] => 21 [informant] => Sinful_Misery [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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