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[sid] => 55857
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I’m gonna kill my-self…
[time] => 2004-07-12 15:17:28
[hometext] => Where's the point?
[bodytext] => If I cut then Zoë will be sad. If I do then you’ll be glad. If I trash my room then my mum will go nuts. If I give it gob I’ll be told to shut up… If I punch I’ll still feel low. And if I get going then I know, I’ll break bones. If I keep taking all the stuff you give, I know any way I’ll lose my will to live. If I keep falling I’ll hit the ground. But I can’t get up when spikes surround! If I walk away I’ll be on the run. And be forced to come, back and face my mum. If I start crying then my tears will never end. If I slit I’ll start that off again. If keep thinking I know I’ll break more. But I feel so suicidal that I don’t care any more! ‘Coz the bottom line is harsh but it only holds what’s real. I get picked on so much! So my body I’m gonna kill. ‘Coz if I’m so hated where’s the use? And it’s now or soon, ‘coz it's all chewing at my fuse! [comments] => 3 [counter] => 164 [topic] => 36 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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