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[aid] => mick
[title] => Just...
[time] => 2004-07-11 13:32:00
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[bodytext] => just anouther tear anouther night anouther day i hold myself together because i know im the one who's got to be ok and for once i feel strong even in my crying state because i know im still living and havent given in to this hate this is just anouther thing that you can do and i cant its just anouther dream shatter but ill get over it and pretend it never matterd i feel worthless and degarded with this self hate ive created i have too many flaws now and there chilising me away i open my mouth to speak but i cant explaine what i want to say every day i wish i was normal and hate because i feel so alone i hate this slipping and sliding because i know im loosing controll no more demands that i cant follow its time to give up because as much as i try i cant be good enough [comments] => 2 [counter] => 203 [topic] => 48 [informant] => loopylou [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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