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[sid] => 55109
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Back to school I go.
[time] => 2004-07-07 01:58:53
[hometext] => If i stay scared then i'll never be free.
[bodytext] => I’m trying not to think, Because I’ll only worry. I’M GOING BACK TO SCHOOL TODAY! … And I’m not sorry. Not sorry I dobbed those girls in. Not after what they did. …Only I need to now admit, That I played the role too. I tried to forget that bit, Push it away, to the other side of my head. I was ashamed of it! But not now… I guess they hate me to. But I was only being used. I don’t wanna know. They made me feel so low. So cold. They mucked with my emotions! Are friends meant to do that? It’s not their fault if they’ve got problems, But it doesn’t change the SOLID fact. It nevr did change… so nothing ever will. I still I don’t wanna know them! I don’t do beatings, I don’t do pills. Tara’s done pills. And it kind of made her what she is. Hey, but I might be wrong. Those drugs may have had no effect. Sure, I used to cut, BUT I DIDN’T THINK IT WAS COOL! … But Hannah and Tara stole those knives! They broke the law, they bent the rules… Look, I won’t go into detail. Where’s the use in it? When the damage has hit. I got them done. That’s how I’m sure I’ll meet with her fist. But I mustn’t be scared! Because then they’ll have won. It might not happen, And if it is, she’ll get done! I’m not taking more abuse, More assault. Words are words, This wasn’t my fault. I can’t blame me! For their mistakes. IT’S NOT MY FAULT! They steel, They take. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 263 [topic] => 67 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => schoolproblems )
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