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[aid] => mick
[title] => i guess
[time] => 2004-06-28 15:27:27
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[bodytext] => when i open my eyes all i see is this deluded reality every things a blur to me like i,v been blinded by this paiful reality my mind is empty these thoughts are taking over me drowning in my own demise i try to scream but no seems to hear me my eyes are sore staring throguth these 4 walls when daddy left it tore my heart in 2 i felt so ashamed that i couldnt look at you all my pride has some how to faded away its not that easy to hold your head up high when the people you thought would never leave look you rite in the eyes and say goodbye feels liek i,m diseased and i can't let you get close to me i can't seem to feel anything why am i so numb i,m so alone and i guess i need to rip these walls down when i,m ready but i,m so insecure i dont think i can trust to let you in [comments] => 1 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 6 [informant] => grip-wth-broken-fingers [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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