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[aid] => mick
[title] => Childhood
[time] => 2004-06-28 10:52:33
[hometext] => I didn't have the best childhood but I now have a pretty good life.
[bodytext] => As a child I use to cry Use to feel like I wanted to die. Why I let these thoughts take hold of me I look deep inside but can not see. Why I always felt sad and alone My tears escaping with just a moan. Wanting to scream out my pain Feeling as if my heart had been slain. Always feeling like I was bleeding from the inside out Hardly whispering a word when all I wanted to do was shout. Hating the people who loved me Loving the one's who didn't,now I see. Taking care of those who should have taken care Taking on things as a child that I should'nt have to bear. Dealing with others addictions and hurt Not knowing where to turn or who to alert. Now it's time that I let go Let the memories out of me flow. Love the one's I have with all my heart And forgive the others for their part. Now I know I can be who I want Be proud and sometimes flaunt. But also remember the good with the bad And be grateful for the time I've had. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Monkeybones99 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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