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[sid] => 53398
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Locked UP!
[time] => 2004-06-23 18:09:28
[hometext] => Life is something youll take advantage of but you never know when its the only one left.
[bodytext] => Have you ever felt alone in life, Felt no one cared for you? Or been out with a group of friends, And felt alone then too? Have you ever had a broken heart, You felt couldn't be repaired? Have you ever needed good advice, But were too afraid to call? Or felt separated from the world, Surrounded by a brick wall? Have you ever been asked about your future, And said you couldn't care less? Or tried to pick up the pieces but, They make just one giant mess? Have you ever felt so confused, That you couldn't even cry? Have you ever felt so damn depressed; Have you ever wished to die? i'm gonna draw a picture a picture with a twist i'll draw it w/a razor blade i'll draw it on my wrist and as i draw this picture a red fountain will appear and as this fountain flows all my troubles disappear if no one even cares for you then whats the point of lliving but if u try to kill urself u will not go to heaven if u were to ask me what u would do this is wut id say if the person u loved most stoled ur heart away then i would take a knife and slice my wrists away I can't pretend these tears Aren't overflowing steadily I can't prevent this hurt From almost overtaking me But I will stand and say goodbye For you'll never be mine Until you know the way it feels to fly i feel like no one maybe because i am no one i feel like every one hates me maybe because they do i feel like every one turns on me because they do why do you always do this to me why couldn't you just see through me how come you act like this like you just dont care at all do you expect me to believe i was the only one to fall Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight Why am I trying to see, when there's nothing in sight Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die And for you, my love, I would die to save you. Cry to be with you forever. I'd be the one who'd always be around, Never letting your head hit the solid ground. I want to be the one you hold And kiss gently good-night. I don't want to ever say good-bye. I don't want to be without you. And for you, my love, I'd die. Lost within the pleasure of pain. Pins, razors and the glowing flame. My pain disolves when flesh does bleed. This dark love I do need. The ecstasy when nerves are split. Just the same as if I were bit. My body always beaten and abused. And I find that you're all amused. The line of flames slides up my arm. Trying in my brain to sound the alarm. Another cut I do make. My friends heads just shake. They all think this is just wrong. To me it is a sweet black song. I'm not sure if I am sane. It just seems all the same. All my life is a blur to me. But the pleasure of pain clears it so I can see Amongst my stash of ciggi’s Laid perfect inline with me I quit the day you left my soul You left behind a part of thee Though rare I think of you Sacred ashes that burn my skin I left behind insanity set you free My black butterfly Caressed only by my touch You never felt or loved It seemed like a game the way you played me Throwing a fit each time I cared So now my sweet delicate rose Was once bright red Turned black as night I throw my roses of innocence towards your grave A sight I only wished I never saw But faintly remembering you I sit and wonder I watch the black roses crush As dirt pulls you under Renowned Once great, once king, Once Prince A kingdom come Once free, once real, once a liar A kingdom of lies Once misinterpreted, once killed, once shot down Never given up This once great king who I loved Is dead Redemption for all to see Renowned The great one Beautiful Beauty is all I tend to see When I look at your face Beauty isn’t skin deep When I look at you A horrible façade may cover your lying eyes But deep inside You’re ugly and dark Creepy and delicate Sensitive and old Like that of a shallow person You act so cool You think you know the world But I know all of you You hide You lie You sin You bring me to my knees With that one glance I am taken Then you put me down Bring me up Push me and smack me invisibly You rape me You silence me Infinity You sick soul You wander so free When you know You shall never be Blue Velvet Down Down Digging deeper The skin is punctured The blood grows The puddle overflows My knife is there I am tortured Insanely reminded With her touching you So what does it all mean? My cutting won’t matter Kiss her Touch her Feel her precious porcelain skin Attack me Without you knowing I’m dying for your love I lay with blood drenched all over my dead corpse I lay Silent It is sick This feeling I throw up And then breathe my last breath I am dead Flutter Sick blue, black and green Colors of your wings fluttering endlessly Torn by the light Shadowed by the dark You are incandescent lighting my world Yet tearing it apart Do you understand my pain? How I wish your body could cure this pain You call me a ##### Why am I a ##### to you? Did I do injustice? Did I beg to plead? Did I sense failure? Did this feeling come too soon? Yet you hold hands with her You touch her Not me I am forsaken A forbidden love of some sort I am dead to you I am a non-living amidst object Of solace You are nothing You laugh in my disgrace You challenge My faults You are impossible My mistakes aren’t mine They evolved from you I flew a way today And I spread my wings I flew into the sky Saw my dreams, saw the light’ Fluttering so high A rainbow cast silhouettes With colors unpredictable Undecided Should I love you? Should I hate you? Should I kiss you? Should I talk to you? Should I approach you? Should I look at you? Should I call your name? Should I just remain silent? Should I follow your dreams? Should I watch her kiss you? Should I be jealous? Should I cry? Should I write letters? Should I loathe in demise? Should I want to be your friend? Forever until I remain alive, I will always be Undecided Tainted You take my heart You play around And toss it, turn it Empty voices Chaliced Needed Condemned Mysterious reflections burning I look at the mirror I cannot tell I can look at my face today I know not what I need But you are what will be my only hope for life Standing at the edge of something unreal Smooth operator Decline me once again Those lying eyes Pictures of memories cloud my brain You’re the only chance ill take...... [comments] => 3 [counter] => 270 [topic] => 6 [informant] => MysticFireFairy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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