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[aid] => mick
[title] => My Mistake
[time] => 2004-06-17 15:02:43
[hometext] => ......yet another DON'T ASK......
[bodytext] => Lonely Miserable I refuse to keep feeling this way Happy Unshaken A face I put on so no one will know I grab the blade My tears are a river To end my life Is what I desire I felt my blood Coursing through my veins My life force My enemy Slash Sting One cut now made Scrape Slice Now several more Up and down my arm My blood now flows freely Releasing my anger Rescuing my soul from it's captivity I want the pain to stop I want my soul to fly But my wounds seal quickly My cuts are now dry Desolate Lost What have I done? Irrational Idiotic Why give up what I've got? Crying on my bedside How stupid I feel now Wanting my life to end was wrong Pain just makes you strong But I gave up I collapsed I'm not strong or sure My idiotic mistake could have been my last Apathy Hiding Once again I stow my feelings away [comments] => 2 [counter] => 178 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Kie-Kie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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