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[sid] => 52393
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Arguments...
[time] => 2004-06-17 13:28:25
[hometext] => to all my family that thought i was strong you were wrong to all my friends that didnt know now you do now you will,to all those people who might of loved me im sorry...ive ended me too quickly and ended a life time along with it...sorry
[bodytext] => all those nights all those screams droning in my head like a drill over took going over and over and over and STOP IT! please silently my voice fades away unnoticed am i that unimportant to not stand out like i should to make it i guess not... i see this like a dream but rewake to realise its not and fall into a deeper reality absence of me lingers on but one day someone noone will say is she....still here? and you'll have to think before another breathe of wasted words might as well say nothing like i did now im gone you can carry on all you want so i cannot hear only in my dreams realising i dont have to face it anymore this nightmare is.... .....over and my new best friend is the razer end i thrust it into my skin all my blood shed all those words said was to end this pain as quickly as i can and stay sane for a little longer im dizzy im holding on to my vein to squirt the blood faster end it.... i drop the razer and dont hear my shout goodbye.. but noone will hear it anyway so i whisper and hope it fades on for another day ...goodbye...... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 206 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Hannah_Heaven [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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