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[aid] => mick
[title] => My Descent
[time] => 2004-06-15 18:56:08
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[bodytext] => there's a tingling sensation in my stomach now an old friend is coming back home and i'm so confused about everything i don't know what i want anymore i think i hurt you. again. and i'm so very sorry about that i pulled you closer to me and did what you asked but then i failed you i thought i'd make one decision but i didn't i did what i wanted but i don't want it anymore and i don't think i did i the beginning it was all an illusion and now i'm crying at your feet and i want you to accept me again to take away my sin and make clean make me pure i want to be good enough for you and i want you to remind me how and they aren't curious anymore so i wouldn't get caught people say you're bad for me that you'll bring me down that you'll kill me but you haven't so far i know that they're lying you won't kill me not if i do it right this time not if i'm obediant but i haven't been a good girl [comments] => 1 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 13 [informant] => InnerBeautyQueen [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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