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[sid] => 51906
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => self destruction
[time] => 2004-06-14 14:42:52
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => my soul rips in two tears of crimson pain splash down my shaking form i search for the answer the end if all this god flavored ***** my tears slice through the empty darkness my empty life i ache to hurt myself to draw the blade across my eager flesh my uncontrolable emotions the thin ribbon of red tiny ruby blossons i long to shed much more i'm so scared of what comes next of what i might do to who it might happen i almost wish you weren't here i don't want to hurt you yet i'm so close to self-destruction i want it so bad i need to find an easy way out of all this hate and pity so unstable i haven't been here in a long long time even before you you'll see me snap there's so many ways to die if you don't care for the people that matter i'm staying sane for you too the things i'm not allowed to see the thing that threatens to kill don't you see that i shouldn't be allowed to care i drag too much pain behind me cause too much worry i lift the gleaming blade begin to slice the skin blood flows, the cut is made i sit and wait for the end [comments] => 3 [counter] => 237 [topic] => 36 [informant] => MDodgen [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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