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[sid] => 51792
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => blood stained carpet
[time] => 2004-06-13 21:41:57
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => i tightly lock the door behind i'm thinking to myself screaming at teh mirror lying to myself opend wounds bleeding,deep scars painting with my blood fingers on the walls telling my story telling another lie break the mirror with my screams stabbing my heart i fall watch me die nothing i can do another lie telling myself i'm alright living behind this door smashed mirror hurrying to pick up the pieces bleeding heart dieing slowly wounds not healing blood flowing down my arm white carpet turning red purple blood reaching the air turning red bluish green veins turning purple screaming!!!!!!!! listen to me! these lies are sinking into me i don't even know who i am anymore! why can't i be the lie i pretend to be? this lie bleeding out my wounds i confess i'm not who you think i am i'm all i can be i'm not the perfect one you think i am white carpet turning red i fall and drown in my own lies i fall and drown in my own blood i fall and drown in the lies you beileved the lies i beileved the lies that killed me [comments] => 2 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 36 [informant] => lexxie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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