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[sid] => 51539
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Blocked Roads.
[time] => 2004-06-12 07:24:00
[hometext] => I wrote this before I was put in that cell. I was at home, in the end I phoned up some one coz I didn’t feel safe around my self anymore… so in other words not long after i wrote this, I was put in a cell. phonning my friend, was my last resort.
[bodytext] => I can’t get, Rid of this pain. I’m bored of telling my-self, That it will all be OK. When I close my eyes, I see it all again. I don’t know why I still live, I am burned inside my stain. They said they’d help, I bet they won’t! I bet they’ll just leave me, In the deep end to float, But the thing is I can’t, Because I’m being pulled down, I’m drowning inside, Seeing things around. I can’t live like this, Because I live inside my head. I’m so scared of living, But I don’t want to end up DEAD!! I don’t know who to trust, And don’t know where to go. All my good roads are gone, Or blocked by the snow! I feel so cold! But I don’t know where to go!! I feel so alone. Like a dead animal on the road… [comments] => 2 [counter] => 142 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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