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[aid] => mick
[title] => Untitled
[time] => 2002-07-16 06:23:17
[hometext] => This is a poem I wrote on the very night that I almost killed myself. If it wasn't for my current girlfriend, and love of my life, I wouldn't be here today. I wrote this as almost a last will and testament to my friends and family... I couldn't take it anymore. The girl mentioned at the end "Anita" is a person that hurt me tremendously, and I still loved her. But I had already given up. This was probably the closest to death I've ever come, and hopefully it won't happen again.
[bodytext] => Depression for a day, worse than before. All the time, don't know what's in store. Walking the stairs, that lead to nowhere. Suddenly my love, went somewhere. Finally she recognized, a turn for the better. She looked so beautiful, in that sweater. Then she's gone too, what the hell is wrong? In the beginning, I felt so strong. Love's me like a brother, that's her reason. I can't control myself, my mind seeking treason. She didn't wait til later, for me to feel the pains. Take me from this earth, suicide all that remains. To my family, I leave my love, please let that be enough. To my friends, I leave my legacy, you're all the best. To my best friend Zack, I leave all things music, use them as you know I would have done. To you Anita, I leave all my pain, I love you too much to be hurt again. Goodbye cruel world, I hope I miss you! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 209 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Sully [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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