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[sid] => 51073
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Leave me
[time] => 2004-06-09 02:09:52
[hometext] => I just found out that I'm bi-polar. I wrote this before I had such knowledge about myself. I am trying to find out who I am.
[bodytext] => I have become powerfully deaf and numbly irritated. Who are you and what do you want From me who is lost and no longer longing to be found by the likes of you. Or anyone who is not me, myself, or I for that matter. Leave me. For I will ensnare your soul in my web of love and social chaos. As I shape my ever changing self. Be gone and become another fading thought in my stinging memory. I beg you to leave. I am not who you think I am. I will destroy you from the inside out, if you do not heed the warnings of my unconscious. I am blind to myself. And scared from the falling bloody knife, escaping my right hand. Bleeding thoughts of yesterday. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Drowning-in-light [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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