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[bodytext] => I look in your face and the person I see, slightly resembles someone I used to know. You've changed so much and your response is "Well, so have you". I no longer know you. And just to inform you, you're the one that changed me. I'm trapped inside this body with no place to go. Everything I used to know; no longer can be. Even when you're with me, I feel so lonely. I'm empty inside, just let me die. You look at my arms and see all my hate taken out on them. You stare deep into my eyes, it feels as if I'm buring inside. Don't look at me like that. You're the one that made me this way. Are you still happy with yourself now that you know? I feel so numb the only way I know I'm still alive is to watch the ruby red blood pour from inside. Suddenly I wake up from this dream. I only wish that is was true so that I could have seen you. I know you by my side is just a faint memory to hide. Something that can't be anymore. I pull up my shirt and look at the scars on my forearms. Those I know are real. I'm crying for help and you don't even care. Maybe you don't even know. You've moved on, I tell myself. You've forgotten that you have a sister who is need of a hug from you. I remember this feeling from before. You remember how daddy's mom used to treat us? Does it ring a bell? Till you realize that, I'm in hell. Everyone says you're tired of making the first move, the first one to call. But stop this lying. When did you ever call me? I've called you, but only gotten unanswered calls. You say your a man now, with a wife and a car. My only question is why don't you start acting like a real man. I'm not stopping you from making a new future, but just don't forget your past. Some day soon...I'll come back to haunt you. My heart can't bare this hurt from you anymore. I tell myself just one more time. So I surrender to my addicting habit and give in once more. But in my mind, I know, I'll do it again because I can't pretend. If only you knew what your putting your little sister through.
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Faint Memory
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Princesaazul16
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Tuesday, 18th May 2004 @ 08:04:34 AM in AEST
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I look in your face and the person I see, slightly resembles someone I used to know. You've changed so much and your response is "Well, so have you". I no longer know you. And just to inform you, you're the one that changed me. I'm trapped inside this body with no place to go. Everything I used to know; no longer can be. Even when you're with me, I feel so lonely. I'm empty inside, just let me die. You look at my arms and see all my hate taken out on them. You stare deep into my eyes, it feels as if I'm buring inside. Don't look at me like that. You're the one that made me this way. Are you still happy with yourself now that you know? I feel so numb the only way I know I'm still alive is to watch the ruby red blood pour from inside. Suddenly I wake up from this dream. I only wish that is was true so that I could have seen you. I know you by my side is just a faint memory to hide. Something that can't be anymore. I pull up my shirt and look at the scars on my forearms. Those I know are real. I'm crying for help and you don't even care. Maybe you don't even know. You've moved on, I tell myself. You've forgotten that you have a sister who is need of a hug from you. I remember this feeling from before. You remember how daddy's mom used to treat us? Does it ring a bell? Till you realize that, I'm in hell. Everyone says you're tired of making the first move, the first one to call. But stop this lying. When did you ever call me? I've called you, but only gotten unanswered calls. You say your a man now, with a wife and a car. My only question is why don't you start acting like a real man. I'm not stopping you from making a new future, but just don't forget your past. Some day soon...I'll come back to haunt you. My heart can't bare this hurt from you anymore. I tell myself just one more time. So I surrender to my addicting habit and give in once more. But in my mind, I know, I'll do it again because I can't pretend. If only you knew what your putting your little sister through.
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Re: Faint Memory
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by spider on
Tuesday, 18th May 2004 @ 08:18:37 AM AEST
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| the formatting kind of put me off this poem but once i got to reading i saw how amazing it is. i guess you can only hope your brother realises soon but just remember he does care about u, you have to love your family. |
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Re: Faint Memory
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by Overstated on
Wednesday, 26th May 2004 @ 04:52:43 PM AEST
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wow this is dark!! i love the format of this so different - well done
feel free to comment on my poems btw.. |
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