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[aid] => mick
[title] => I must have failed
[time] => 2004-05-16 19:36:58
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[bodytext] => Life was supposed to be this gift that everyone recieves instead my life is this nightmare that haunts me like my dreams they only see the outside and they seem to think im fine but every time they turn i always seem to cry they never see the pain im goin through so they always seem to pass by but after tonight they all will know about how much i hurt I'll cut myself long and deep to show this horrid world my mind is made it cannot be changed as im walking to my room when i turn to lock the door it feels like im sentenced to my doom no more thoughts are going through my head as i go to reach for my knife as of now there's no turnning back im destined to take my life as its slidding across my skin i do not stop when its running thin i do ont stop with one cut, no but several on my wrist but i do not stop with one wrist i do the other as well i'm begining to lay on the ground as the blood begins to trickle down and this one thought is going through my head as it did many times before thought life was supposed to be worth wild but obvisiouly lies prevailed i can't believe that im still breathing again i must have failed [comments] => 2 [counter] => 215 [topic] => 36 [informant] => alwys2nv [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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