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[sid] => 47329
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Civello
[time] => 2004-05-13 11:37:34
[hometext] => A poem about a Jack***, and the realization that ALL relationships, good and bad, are worth it
[bodytext] => ************** People used to ask me Why were you with him? Chris was just an *** **** Chris deserves his life stole. I used to make the excuse that i didn't know My lie about that I can't believe didn't show Something about him was just addictive He could be so cruel so **** vindictive But I would smile and nod and say it was fine And i would swoon when he called me baby and MINE I hadnt heard a word from him For a year now his name in my mind was dim Tonight i saw his name flash onto the screen I saw it and i saw everything it used to mean I started to shake and i couldn't see why I wanted to run i wanted to die I realized that i was afraid That this man was due for debts paid... I didn't curse I didn't yell I said hello though i wanted to tell him to go to hell He knew it was me somehow 'It's you! GOD! How are you???' I just stared at the screen Communication... What did that mean? It was civil ok i guess We talked about reltionships between others and us And i was thankfull for my boy And I was thinkfull i had someone who brought me joy Chris was never that That i know is a true fact He sent me a picture and i couldnt stop but stare. Had i ever considered this man fair? Memories memories what can i say they lead you a whole other way then the truths of those days I wonder now why i stayed when the good and bad was finally weighed he made me feel real and alive he made me fight and want to survive he was there when the crap was bad when my life was truely very sad so maybe thats why i delt and ignored the pains i felt but though once upon a time i loved him i'd love to give his joint a trim ;) [comments] => 2 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 24 [informant] => NirvanaLotus [notes] => Moderator 9 bleep words 5/13/04 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LoveRemembered )
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