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[sid] => 46847
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => A Chance.
[time] => 2004-05-09 23:01:09
[hometext] => ..This was written awhile back. I found it, thought I'd share, and see what you think.
[bodytext] => Suicide is on my mind Lonliness is all to find I see the knife and think why not? Bring this pain what else do I got? My bloody arm hurts so much. I set the knife on my skin I then thought and pushed And smiled again. I try not to smile when in the presence of pain. Even though it hurts like hell I know i'll never be the same. If you ever doubt me about the pain that I've felt look to my wrist The scars are what come out. Right now I took the chance again Walk to my room with a knife in hand Parents are out and I'm all alone Nothing will help me but what I know Just as I start a knock is heard Through the wood on the door, I know it's her. Why is she back pretending to care? Why should I stand this when nothing is there? She knows now of the pain ..Tries to help mend her ways. Even though I know it's wrong I hug her so tight, so strong. All I needed was for her to care Now she does, and I'm so clear. I look at the knife in my hand.. I never thought I needed a plan It stings when I think of what i've done My heart is right.. so why run? [comments] => 0 [counter] => 244 [topic] => 25 [informant] => SilentPwn [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => MiscPoems )
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