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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Dramatic Inner Changes II
[time] => 2004-05-07 19:02:05
[hometext] => I slice and slice and slice, more flesh to be ravish, more pain to afflict more happiness to endure
[bodytext] => Slowly up the creaking stairs Blinded by anguish and painful Remembrance of yesteryear Reaching for the rail so cold Ice penetrating my skin Painfully moving my corpse ever so slowly Delusion of this darkened night Memory of what I used to be Countless nights of fear Fright will awaken me You glaring at me As you restrain me Pounding me you scream Throbbing sensation through my wretched body Tears swell never to return Readying for the empty day Starring in the cloudy mirror Slouched as one can be Reaching for the straight edge Tears welled up and heavy Blue eyes swollen from pain Locked in my torture I slice with utmost force All ten knuckles How I hurt It hurts so tremendously I can not see through my tears Why did I do this horrific action once again The blood so red so dark So painful with pure misery As I slice up and down my arm Then the other arm I fall heavy to the floor and kick the door I slice and slice and slice More flesh to be ravish More pain to afflict more happiness to endure Thank you thank you [comments] => 1 [counter] => 235 [topic] => 36 [informant] => williamdye [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 14 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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