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[sid] => 45431
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Quiet Fears
[time] => 2004-04-29 16:41:27
[hometext] => thinking too much a while back, after finding a box of condoms in my boyfriends old car
[bodytext] => eyes shut in the darkness can't but barely whisper it's obvious that i dont know where this is i think of throwing up but then i remember this is because i need to start growing up lovin you used to be the reason to breath but now i dont know this is last time i don't ask nothing has an effect is he just looking for sex this aching inside wont leave me alone still there's hours before he's home should i say things in person or on the phone i just want to know his past i probably never should have looked undid the glove compartment hook he sold the car away to us he never looked to see what he left behind i never thought this is what i would find. you didnt know me back then, i know this car was never when you were with me but that's what is itching inside you see... your 5 and a half years older and that difference isn't going to fade and smolder i'm lost in sleep and thought of the questions those controceptives brought why should it matter? Why should i mind? your not hers anymore... your mine.... just why cant i accept that... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 173 [topic] => 65 [informant] => NirvanaLotus [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 7 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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