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[sid] => 4341
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[aid] => mick
[title] => To Death
[time] => 2002-09-27 13:00:00
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[bodytext] => Here I lay, alone and crying,
and I kind of wish that I was dying. I've said it before, a million times, but you just laugh it off. Fine. But don't cry the day I don't come home and know that it's your fault. I need to talk, but all you do is yell. I'm sick of this, I'm sick of you, is this the only way out? Your rules are so hypicritcal, and so utterly stupid. All you do is yell about them. I know you don't love me, but must you really show it? You see me crying, you hear what I'm saying, so what do you say? "Oh shut up. You'll never do it." Is that a dare? Try me. One day I'm going to do it, just to prove you wrong. You think I'm scared of pain, but I'll slash my little wrists. Just try me. High school's hell. Home should be my refuge, but no, you're here, and all I hear is yelling. You say I'm mean, you say I don't listen, but you don't understand. My life's compleat hell right now, you've got no idea what I'm going through. So excuse me if I'm a little snappy, and if I don't appreciate your little coments. I'm sorry but... You both just irritate me... To death. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 252 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Angel12881 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 2 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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