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[sid] => 43190
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Bagged Eyes.
[time] => 2004-04-14 12:24:35
[hometext] => Giving up self-harm has made me into this...
[bodytext] => i sit in my room, stare at solid walls. try to not let in more darkness, i already feel so small. so cold. i'm aching and sore. i wish my skin was tore! that pain is just so nice, it takes me away from reality. it takes away my strife, and all feelings of insecurity. and it doesn't even have to be done by a knife! and it stops the fearful insanity... but i have 'no access!' i'm a ball of stress! a chewed upon, mess! i'm so tired, but i can't rest! [comments] => 3 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 65 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 13 [ratings] => 4 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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