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[sid] => 42437
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => You Didn't Show!
[time] => 2004-04-09 05:20:20
[hometext] => i waited for this boy and his brother to come round.he is gone now and i don't know when i'll see him again!only his younger brother isak came round,and i found out that aaron doesn't even like me.he's broken my heart!i thought he cared!
[bodytext] => Written before isak came. i was feeling mixed up. i didn't want to let aaron in, so i closed up and tried to be happy. but i wore thin when isak was late, and then aaron didn't show anyway! the whole poems about trying to be better than what i am for aaron because if i open up i'm scared he'll reject me! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Raw emotion, i put on hold, because when you come, i don't want to be cold! when you come, i've got to have hope! i've got to be strong, i've got to cope! i mustn't let you in! you wouldn't understand. so i've got to be better, than what i am! and i've been waiting, 2 hours now! i don't want to ask why, i'll proberly fall down. it's all come back through, and i'm weak in me! i can't face a row, i'm too upset, I WANT TO BLEED! and then they'll want to know, whats going on! and by which time, you'll be "long gone". and thats why i'm sore, you haven't come! now i'm just raw! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 151 [topic] => 48 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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