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[sid] => 42003
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Somehow
[time] => 2004-04-06 11:17:19
[hometext] => i wish i couldnt think about anything because it all takes me back to her
[bodytext] => I’m scared And frightened Of the only thing That I sincerely need The only thing I desperately want Tortured Because I lost it all I never craved Anything so much I never longed For a girls touch I never tried So hard And failed so sadly I’m scared And frightened Of the only thing That I sincerely need The only thing I desperately want I never put my heart On the line But I lost Cause the heartbreak Was mine I never wanted to care But I cared so much I never wanted to be there But I always was I never wanted to fall But my heart skips a beat Whenever you call I was so careful To be polite and nice To listen and always be helpful Understanding and kind You’ll never find a heart As true as mine So genuine and true Fully devoted to you That’s why I’m scared And frightened Of the only thing That I sincerely need The only thing I desperately want Everyday Is pure agony In its own little way It’s like I’m dying of thirst And I’m surrounded by water But there’s not a drop to drink Everywhere I turn And everywhere I look I’m reminded of my failure And my worthless life How unworthy I am To take up space on this map Everyone is blaring things that I lack Helpless I’ve completely lost control Hopeless I try to hold on to my soul My heart vacated this cavity in my chest Cause it couldn’t handle this stress It couldn’t handle these nights with no rest It couldn’t handle the torture within Waking up everyday Waiting for heartbreak to begin Being in love all alone Experiencing pain That’s beyond the scope of this pen Beyond description My deepest emotions are missin I suffer pain… tortuous pain And I can’t even feel Cause my heart left… I don’t blame it… I can’t even take What I just went through My experiences should teach me But somehow I think I still love you © Wayne Wende [comments] => 2 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 22 [informant] => swiftsouljah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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