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[aid] => mick
[title] => Why these emotions?
[time] => 2004-04-05 21:53:10
[hometext] => Emotions that can and will tear you to pieces.............
[bodytext] => Do you ever wander why you feel the way you do? Where do the feelings come from that cause one so much pain,hurt,anger,loneliness,anxiety,fear,betrayal,and aggression? How do they come about? Why do they proceed to tear you apart from the inside all the way out? Try to put the physical pain into words and it will corrupt the world of the people you tell. What is one supposed to do when they have lost the person who they could talk to,the one person they could confide in,the one they trusted with their life. Well i guess what i am trying to say is that i am stuck in this thing that others call life. Where is it taking me? Where will it lead? Will i survive it? The pain you feel is like some kind of torment thought up by your worst enemy. The hurt inside you is like a personal attack on your mentality. The anger you hold is like the venom of the most deadly snake it will kill on contact. The loneliness is like the isolation of a barely big enough hole that you seem to be entrapped in. Anxiety is almost the worst because at any point in time you could break and everyone would see. The fear that makes you shudder and lose all feeling is the one that points out how assailable you really are. The feelings of betrayal feel like you have been slapped with hands that are so stained with treachery that you feel that you are unrestrained. The aggression that overwhelms you so that you feel it swallowing you whole enrages you so,infuriates the kindest of souls. Escape is futile where ever you go they will find you. You can't get away from them so you try to hide them and it is like you are being eaten alive from the inside all the way out. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 190 [topic] => 61 [informant] => niki [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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