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The End of My Show (beautiful part V)
Contributed by
swiftsouljah
on
Friday, 2nd April 2004 @ 07:24:35 PM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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March 21st
The day my heart
Got burnt
Beautiful do you
Realize the hurt
Why wont you call me
Why wont you see me
Im the one thats hurt not you!!!
Whatd I ever do to you
I tried to love you
The best I could
But you never loved me
I wish you would
I let you know
That Ill always be there
Why dont you care
Why dont you love me the same way Beautiful I dont wanna
Live through the next day
What cha trying to do to me
***** this cursed memory
What we had and the things we shared
I only wish My heart had been spared
All this pain and torment too
Look into my eyes and listen too
Beautiful Its all because of you!!!
I tried to do everything right
My future never looked soo bright
For the first time
I tried to be a girls friend
Being sweet and nice
Ill never do that again
Look what it got me
Listen this is what
This experience taught me
The joy lasts
A little longer
But the pain
Its a whole lot stonger
For the first time
I valued a girl for what she was
A beautiful angel sent from above
More than a body and more than a face
My personal interaction with Gods grace More than a toy And more than a thing
Simply put my every thing
More than arm candy
More than a call away
Just to keep you handy
More than an object just to be used
More than anything Im soo confused
My every dream
Whatd I do To make you turn away
What dont I have that you could ever need Why not me this is my plea
Whyd we go through
What we did
Oh God
How I long to joke and kid
But I cant find the humor
Neither later nor sooner
Now probably never
For richer Ill always be poorer
Alone all alone forever
Till death do us part
Whatever Whyd you play with my heart Beautiful Youre experiences teach you
And this is what you learned
You cant trust anyone
Thats why I got burned
Youve been hurt
Thats why I cared for you
Who wouldve ever thought
You could dish it too
Heres my heart
Broken as it is
Put it on your shelf
As a trophy to yourself
Add it to your collection
Sooner or later
Youll reach perfection
At the art
Of breaking hearts
Right or wrong
Your were my number one
I obviously wasnt
That special to you
If I was
These last few days
Whyd I have to make it through
Whyd we have what we had
Just to make me soo sad
And angry More than just mad
The purpose of my life
A waste
A monument to my effort
Defaced
My position in your life
Replaced
I used to think
That there was a greater plan
Is it my fault
You cant handle a true man
I dont know why
Not even how
I regret every minute Up till now
Cause Waynes
Straight up going insane
People say you aint worth this
But Beautiful
Without you Im worthless
Thats why I take this gun
Put it in my hand
Place it too my head
To prove that Im a man
Do what ya gotta do
Just to make it through
All this time It was all about you
What about me
Who would have ever thought
I have feelings too
You hurt me deep
But youll never know
Cause this is the end Of my show
The programs over
The script is through
Take this gun Pull the trigger
Its all on you
Beautiful I had somebody
To love and to hold It was worth twice
Its weight in gold
Everybody has somebody
The whole world
Will have somebody
But me Ill never have nobody
Cause Ive reached my end
***** these games
Between women and men
Oh God how heartbroken
Over things
That might have been
I wish I didnt think of you
Every now and then
The answer to my prayer
And my most dreaded fear
I only wish they both
Hadnt brought me here
To this horrific night
Caused by
The best thing in my life
Youre the greatest and the worst
I love you but it hurts
Forever and a day
Watch me as I walk away
Beautiful
Dont take this the wrong way
Im sorry
I said the things I say
Im sorry
I just ruined your day
I took my stand
Im a selfish man
Im sorry
If you ever shed a tear
On my behalf
I wish I could take it back
I let my feelings
Get in the way
Of our relationship
Im sorry
I cared
Im sorry
I fell
Im sorry
I loved
Im sorry
I dont wanna be
Another sad story
That you tell
Im sorry If
I hurt you back
Id die
Rather than do that
Im sorry
If I caused some pain
Just forget me
Im just Wayne Im sorry
For the things I do
Beautiful
Its all because I love you
Wayne Wende
Copyright ©
swiftsouljah
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2004-04-02 19:24:35]
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Re: The End of My Show (beautiful part V)
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by holderofthestone on
Tuesday, 25th May 2004 @ 03:24:01 AM AEST
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| very nice man!! great poem really enjoyed reading. hadnt read previous versions but this one rocks |
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