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[aid] => mick
[title] => No
[time] => 2004-03-24 22:43:18
[hometext] => Just read. Its about being anorexic.
[bodytext] => I can't gain weight, I would rather die. I can't eat too late, It makes me cry. Gaining weight feels like a sin, Not eating in the only answer. I hide all the pain with a grin, I love my mom, but I can't tell her. I live with everyday sadness, Depression is settling in. My life is a bunch of madness, And I can't seem to win. Everyday is a constant change, My weight gets lower and lower. People say I’m acting strange, My words gets slower and slower. Dizzy spells is an everyday problem, Annoying is the way to explain it. I can't tell anyone about them, ‘Cause help isn’t what I want one little bit. December 17, 2003 [comments] => 2 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 61 [informant] => perfection [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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