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[sid] => 40084
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => September Sadness
[time] => 2004-03-24 17:48:51
[hometext] => not much effort on this... i just grabbed a pencil and started scribbling...
[bodytext] => distance is sickening... even 5 meters makes me puke... im sorry my sweet, but i must be on my way... walking past everything i passed through before... im much farther now... i want to puke some more... and the tears on my eyes say 3 words for you... (you know what those words are) let me through... let me through... im not meant to get over you... "this will be the last time ill see you because you said so... you know ill follow your every wish... even though i dont want you to go... i really dont want to see myself like this... like this..." each single pleading word from the dictionary... i have used to make notes telling you not to go away... maybe i was just wasting my time... maybe i was just wasting your time... maybe i need a fairy... my tears have subsided... replaced by flowing blood... ill be far from you as you are from me... im such a loser... such a loser for you... covered by a thick surface of soil and stones... ill watch you smile in your new black clothes... i've sent you those before i died... well never see things go our way... if only you have stayed... if only you stayed... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 165 [topic] => 48 [informant] => tragic_downfall [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 7 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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