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[aid] => mick
[title] => You Have Said Nothing (What do I do now?)
[time] => 2002-09-18 16:41:04
[hometext] => From old site...
I feel for someone, but perhaps an unattainable reach. He is a good man, although, I really don’t know him at all. What does one do, when you write thoughtful notes and wishes to personal heart warming cares, trying to get past the part of really getting thru to him? So far nothing is said, but is it just that he just doesn’t want to respond, hurt me? Or say he is not interested, or am I just too emotional in my thinking for him? Perhaps him being older is a factor, and I’m not mature enough? I don’t believe in pushing anyone, nor do I want to say right out my feelings so much. I might have already overwhelmed him? When someone is not saying anything at all, that already is an answer, isn’t it? Perhaps my foolish notions they are, why does my heart do this, when I need someone to care for and love? I need someone in my life, but does it have to be so complicated, why does my heart go and put me thru this, knowing it won’t get anywhere. I wrote this, because the feelings I have are real, but unfortunately, the one I wish to give them to, doesn’t see it, or won’t or is afraid. I guess, sometimes, nothing at all is better, then saying something that he might regret. [bodytext] => I do speak from my heart When I write those words I do put I guess when you don’t say a part This is ok, I think, going slow by inches perhaps a foot? Or even nothing at all, just tough caring from a far Age is not a factor for me, neither are formed habits I’m sure there’s a dark side, as we all do, skeletons do mar Is to accept you, your life as it is, surely, not map it! Life as it ages, is to live it now, Respect is always there, a friendship more to grow If I can see more of you, but how? Am I too intense of how I feel, my emotions glow? Do you understand my true heart for you? Tisn’t a passing phase, I do see you, the man My maturity is not as physical, but surely my inner self ensue The fact I have all the right stuff, the kind that will stand All of the excuses, statements, and teasing if it comes to that Unattainable you seem to me; the wall is up, a closed windowsill? Maybe not sure of what your to do, sensing this fact? But I know of what I feel is real, foolish, not so, just my inner beauties will. Amber Rose Yeager – May 21, 2002 [comments] => 2 [counter] => 210 [topic] => 33 [informant] => rose [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SecretLove )
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