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[title] => The End of My Show (Beautiful part V)
[time] => 2004-03-22 00:17:46
[hometext] => right... so part five.... its the last i swear.... again read em in order to fully understand.... maybe i should be a monk or something
[bodytext] => March 21st The day my heart Got burnt Beautiful do you Realize the hurt... Why won’t you call me... Why won’t you see me... I’m the one that’s hurt not you!!! What I ever do to you I tried to love you The best I could But you never loved me I wish you would… I let you know That I’ll always be there Why don’t you care… Why don’t you love me the same way… Beautiful I don’t want to live through the next day What cha trying to do to me… **** this cursed memory What we had And the things we shared I only wish My heart had been spared All this pain and torment too Look into my eyes And listen too Beautiful It’s all because of you!!! I tried to do everything right My future never looked soo bright Friends before we date Everything seemed To be going great For the first time I valued a girl for what she was A beautiful angel sent from above More than a body And more than a face My personal interaction With God’s grace More than a toy And more than a thing Simply put My every dream More than arm candy More than a call away Just to keep you handy More than an object Just to be used More than anything I’m soo confused What’d I do… To make you turn away What don’t I have That you could ever need Why not me This is my plea Why’d we go through What we did Oh God… How I long to joke and kid But I can’t find the humor Neither later nor sooner Now probably never For richer I’ll always be poorer Alone all alone forever Till death do us part Whatever… Why’d you play with my heart… Beautiful You’ve been hurt That’s why I cared for you Who would have ever thought You could dish it too Why’d we have what we had Just to make me soo sad And angry… More than just mad I don’t know why Not even how I regret every minute Up till now Cause Wayne’s Straight up going insane I could take this gun Place it in my hand Put it too my head And prove that I’m a man Do what ya gotta do Just to make it through All this time It was all about you What about me… I have feelings too You hurt me deep But you’ll never know Cause this is the end Of my show The programs over The script is through Take this gun Pull the trigger It’s all on you Beautiful I had somebody To love and to hold It was worth twice It’s weight in gold Everybody has somebody The whole world … Will have somebody But me… I’ll never have nobody Cause I’ve reached my end **** these games Between women and men Oh God… How heartbroken over Things that might have been I wish I didn’t think of you Every now and then You’re the greatest And the worst I love you But it hurts Forever and a day… Watch me as I walk away Beautiful Don’t take this the wrong way I’m sorry I said the things I say I’m sorry I just ruined your day I took my stand I’m a selfish man I’m sorry If you ever shed a tear on my behalf I wish I could take it back I let my feelings Get in the way Of our relationship I’m sorry I fell I’m sorry I loved I’m sorry I told Things I shouldn’t tell I’m sorry If I hurt you back I’d rather die Than do that I’m sorry for the things I do Beautiful It’s all because I love you [comments] => 1 [counter] => 214 [topic] => 22 [informant] => swiftsouljah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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