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[aid] => mick
[title] => Broken
[time] => 2004-03-21 04:10:02
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[bodytext] => As I lie here awake in bed I can’t decide between alive or dead What is this feeling inside my chest? I’ll try to describe it, Ill do my best Hollow, sad, empty, aching All of that and don’t forget breaking Is it my blood that causes me pain? If so then I’ll allow my body to drain I need to get rid of this feeling inside It follows me everywhere; I can not hide Down the halls and into my room It will not stop till I rest in my tomb? Is it my bones that drive me insane? I’ll break each one to not feel the same This pain inside must go away I’m not sure I’ll survive another day Without someone to love in my life I feel I should just give in to this knife I’m lost in this place with nowhere to go The hate for myself, it’s starting to grow Searching for the source that tears me apart I think I found it, It’s my mangled heart It lies inside of me, In ever way broken I’m already dead, without something to find hope in [comments] => 2 [counter] => 204 [topic] => 36 [informant] => sonnyV [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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