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[sid] => 39379
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Scared
[time] => 2004-03-19 19:44:30
[hometext] => Me. I wish that everything could change for the better, but instead it has to be like this!
[bodytext] => Scared to be here, But too scared to die. Afraid of looking in the mirror, But too afraid to let people see me cry. Wondering why I live like this, But I don’t want to ask. I wish that I could live in bliss, Instead I hide myself with a mask. Changes are going on all the time, But I don’t notice it. My feelings are put into a rhyme, And changes aren’t noticed a bit. Fear cannot be told, But I wish I could tell. My body temperature is always cold, And I never fell well. Tears are falling like rain, Every night while I’m in bed. The compliments turn into profane, I hate the voice in my head. February 9, 2004 [comments] => 2 [counter] => 179 [topic] => 61 [informant] => perfection [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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