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[sid] => 38893
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => The Moment Of Within Myself.
[time] => 2004-03-16 14:38:02
[hometext] => This is about self-harm. it's all i can think about right now. i told a teacher in school who says it will be sorted but do think it was the right thing to do, i mean my arms are hardly pretty are they!
[bodytext] => i lie crying, on my bed, as the spirits call my name, arms bleeding, and i feel my deep pain! i tremble at the thought, of how i won't let it show, but that's just a worry, My head has just let go! i close my eyes, and feel the pressure, i feel my levels rising, i feel less bitter! it's all real ife, but it's still a game, i feel extreme pleasure, as it shoots through my veins! so i linger, lifeless, on my bed, molded by my thoughts, drowning in my head. slow memories, send vibrations through my brain, i hold my-self tightly, as up my wrist, spreads the flames! i close my eyes, feeling worthless, there was to much blackness! i've reached my toll, but now i lie still... i just stare away, into darkened sene's, floating away, to face realities dreams... my red sustance, is dried on my arm, then the tears come again, as i become more calm. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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