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[sid] => 38544
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => in vain
[time] => 2004-03-14 00:55:16
[hometext] => about killin' yourself b/c you don't feel beautiful and can't stand the insecurities anymore
[bodytext] => i cried i screamed i couldn't believe the terror the pain their i lay lookin up at you blood drecnched eyes ice cold i couldn't take one more day of being me tried to cut away every insecurity but more kept appearin' i slashed i cut i bled i did all for the thought of perfection thought i could cut away everything i didn't like you cry pick up the broken glass it fell out of my hand and broke when i fell faint it was just alil vodka ok a whole bottle but i needed something to chase all those pills bet you're wonderin' why i did it all mutilated my body drank and pill'd myself to death b/c i didn't love me didn't feel beautiul felt ugly and i couldn't take it skin and bones still to fat look in the mirror i swear i saw a gut look it looks like i'm pregnant suck it let it out till i see just the thin me i did it b/c i hated the reflection in the mirror i killed myself in vain for the vanity of the world moi mankind kiss kiss i see you still don't cry bye [comments] => 2 [counter] => 267 [topic] => 36 [informant] => ml03 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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