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[sid] => 38508
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Empty.
[time] => 2004-03-13 17:08:56
[hometext] => This is how i feel. please read, do you feel the same?
[bodytext] => nothingness is a key, which you must receive, to under-stand me. i feel so dropped, so hated, so unloved. i feel cold, ripped apart, things feel unresolved. i should feel happy, because today was fine, but instead i feel hurting, like i'm loosing my mind. i feel uncared for, like there still isn't a point in me, i feel like a nothing, because i feel pleasure, when i bleed! when i think, of facing life again, i get numb, and full of pain, i don't want to, re-live life another day! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 223 [topic] => 21 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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