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[sid] => 37095
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => No Love
[time] => 2004-03-02 18:32:49
[hometext] => This isnt about a real life thing that happened, just more of my imagination. I know i have a pretty scary one. Comment, and be honest.
[bodytext] => Why can’t I be loved like everyone else? I sit in the back of class, Walk home every night alone, Go straight to my room and lock the door. Around 11 my parents get home. My mom makes supper; I go to bed and think. Does anyone ever even notice me? Does anyone care? Should I just die? I’ve looked on the Internet for different ways. There’s so many. Today’s my last I can’t take it anymore. If no one notices me, then why be here? I went to school like every other day, Sat in the back of class, And wrote a letter so people will know my reason. I put it in my desk at the end of the day, I left everything in there, And walked home alone. I watched as other kids played, And smelled the fresh spring air. Once I got home no one was there, just like always. I went straight to the kitchen, And prayed to god, I said, “Lord if there is any reason for me to stay alive, Tell me now, or I will see you soon” I waited 10 minutes, the longest time in my life, Nothing. There really isn’t a reason for me to live. Well this is it. I Love You All! I have nothing else to say. Bye! ********** This evening when I got home, I saw my child, dead, on the floor. Blood was everywhere; he slit his throat. I cried and cried and cried. I dialed “911” Under all of my tears I said, “my child! He’s dead! Help! Please Help!!” An ambulance came and declared his death. May 1, 1997: 7:06pm. That next day I went to clean his desk. In the process I found a letter titled: “Reasons Why” It started: “Why can’t I be loved like everyone else? …” August 21, 2003 [comments] => 2 [counter] => 230 [topic] => 36 [informant] => perfection [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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