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[aid] => mick
[title] => Tarnished Forever?
[time] => 2002-09-11 06:21:23
[hometext] => Re-post. Also written early last year for someone I was on the verge of losing due to unsubstantiated rumours created by a handful of jealous people. It left him not knowing which way to turn and, despite everything, caused a wedge between us. Sadly, it did end our relationship eventually.
[bodytext] => The power that others opinions have
are unlike what you imagine You believe you are in control and nothing they say will matter. But when they place doubt in your mind it's usually there forever. Once, we shared everything our hearts, our most intimate secrets. We swore that nothing would come between us and that nothing else would matter. Yet, deep down you know what we had could be tarnished forever. I have tried so hard to make things right, to prove to you that what they say are lies I approach you each and every night but something is now missing, lost....if you like. You try to hide it, I know you do but you forget how well I know you! You say you trust me, you believe in me yet you are now so distant, your love no longer runs free and inside, I feel an empty space the space that you used to fill, my love. My feelings for you are not tainted and nothing they say will change that. For I can fight against the lies they create the betrayal of my friends and the pain it creates. But I need to know, my love what will it be? Will you open your heart again to me? Or am I simply too late? Have their lies consumed your mind and put out that fire in your eyes? Or are you now simply too weak to try? You know how I feel, deep inside and maybe you will be able to find the love that's lost within your heart I've done all I can to mend this but I cannot do it alone and you cannot light a fire in eyes that are wet with tears in front of mind that is filled with confusion and fear. I gave you my heart, it's yours to keep My soul is with you when we sleep My mind was once eased with thoughts of you but now it is troubled with thoughts of losing you and I can no longer pretend that what is happening isn't there You know in your heart just what is right So now I leave it up to you and know that I will always be there for you regardless of what you decide. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 164 [topic] => 20 [informant] => Debz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => InternetLove )
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