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[sid] => 33434
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Drifting alone!
[time] => 2004-02-01 13:49:58
[hometext] => my emotionally mucked and up body feels like it's floating away else where... but my head is some where else altogether!
[bodytext] => It feels impossible that i'll ever change, everything i touch works out the same, that i can't be normal and i can't fit in, but by the they treat me i don't wanna be one of them! i can barely explain, why i feel this pain, i just write about me, about what i feel, about in which ways, things make me feel ill... but i can't say, everything that went on, i'm sorry i'm worthless, but i can't go on... [comments] => 0 [counter] => 144 [topic] => 36 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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