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[sid] => 33216
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => For Death
[time] => 2004-01-30 10:43:06
[hometext] => This is just a poem I wrote when I was feeling down.....
[bodytext] => I have not written in such a long time. Things are out of control, I have so much on my mind. I don't know what to do anymore. With every step that I take, I regret it. And I think I have made a mistake. I think I wanna die, but I'm not sure. I think I have a disease. And I'll never find a cure. I don't know, which way to go. I try to hide it, because I don't want my feelings to show. I hate life. I want it to end. I wish I could vanish. Up in the air I would descend. But I am a coward, I cannot finish what I start. I have nothing left inside. Not even my heart. But why am I still here. Still breathing and alive. There has to be a reason. Why god has made me survive. But I don't care. I don't wanna live. For eternal death, My life I would give. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 158 [topic] => 13 [informant] => avemaria [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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