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[sid] => 32211
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My plastic, smiling face.
[time] => 2004-01-20 15:16:06
[hometext] => IS THERE A POINT? I DON'T KNOW ANY MORE...!
[bodytext] => i wake up in the morning, put on my plastic, smiling mask, face the world again, awaiting the final struck at last... close my eyes and wonder, if i should even try, close my eyes and think, "i gotta hold in the cries"...! once when some one started, my walls around me fell, i sat and gripped the table, until my hands were sore as well! i have to over come this, but this, i can't shake off, this holds all of my anger, soo don't **** me off! i hardly ever loose it, i try to hold it in, but now this thing is growing, deep, under my skin! i know It's there coz when i lost it, the anger i felt was extreme! it only happened in a few short seconds, but i don't want to feel that again! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 179 [topic] => 21 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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