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[sid] => 30258
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => What If?
[time] => 2003-12-27 20:51:33
[hometext] => I don't know if anyone has felt like this, but I know I feel it alot lately. I can't help it when no one pays any attention and are all caught up in themselves.
[bodytext] => I've often wondered what would happen if I was gone If anyone would miss me or care for long. I wonder what would happen if I ranaway If anyone would notice if I left today Would anyone have tears to shed? Or would they be overwhelmed by fear instead? Maybe no one would even care at all They'd forget and take all my pictures off the wall None of them could understand the pain of being me They won't feel bad of wonder how this could be I'm like a ghost walking around and only seen when they need something They won't regret how they treated me and all they'll feel is nothing Maybe it's time I really did get up and leave Maybe I'll find peace and my soul will be free I wonder what would happen if, instead, I stayed But I can't because I've been cheated and I've been played. I battle demons like no one could ever know If my life were a movie, it'd be a sad show No movie could ever portray the grief I feel It would turn into a joke and not be real I've lasted this long from sheer iron will Although I wish I had a heart of steal I wish for bars to lock my pain behind So that I could go forward and not rewind Maybe that way I could find some peace Althought now I think this will never cease It will torment me until I go insane And won't go away no matter who I blame I wish I could find the strength to get away from this So that I could laugh and have true happiness If only I could find a way to put this all behind me So that I can take a deep breath and let my soul be free. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 233 [topic] => 39 [informant] => krazed_AnGeL101 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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