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You will never know
Contributed by
tammie
on
Tuesday, 11th November 2003 @ 11:27:37 PM in AEST
Topic:
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Everything is so messed up
All the yelling
All the fighting
I just can't take it anymore
You will never know the nights i cryed
All the times i just wanted to die
You will never know
Tears running down my cheek
Wishing I was dead
Partly my fault but more yours
All the yelling
All the put downs
Ya they get to me
All the pain inside
All bottled up
Knife so close to my wrist
Blood...to much pain I stop....Blood
But its a small cut i am still here
But you will never know
When i try to talk to you
Do you listen?
No you yell
All the pain inside
You blame it on me
I caused the pain and tears you say
Just a shelf of a girl
Hollow and Cold
No more feeling left inside
Shutting out the world
Problems I know are fixable
But why, why can't i fix them
You will never know
All the times I cryed
Wishing I could just die
No you say It's my fault
But if it is why am i doing this to myself
Why can't I make it go away
All the kids at School
All the snickers behind my back
I don't even know if my friends care
And you sure as hell dont seem to
Whats wrong with me
Why am I doing this to myself
If it is my fault
If I made myself feel like this
Why can't I stop
Why can't I stop the tears and pain
You will never know
You are supposed to love me
What is so wrong with me
But when I try to talk to you about it
Do you listen?
No you yell
You say it is my fault
Not to blame you for my problems
But if I did this to myself
Why? Why did I? Why can't I make it stop?
Stop all the pain all the tears
You will never know
No one will ever know
No one cares
They act like they do but it is all lies all an act
You say it is not you and that it is me
You deny my claims
But why? why all the pain
You will never know
You will never know all my thoughts,feelings,tears, and pain
Maybe your right Maybe it is all me
But why? Why would I this too myself? Why?
Why would I choose the pain
I don't remeber choosing the pain
It just came
Then came the tears
The came the thoughts
The came realizing maybe you right it is all my fault
But the pain of thinking I did this to myself
Now thats one pain I just cannot bear
I dont know what else to do
I'm gone
I just let go
Copyright ©
tammie
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2003-11-11 23:27:37]
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Re: You will never know
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by Former_Member on
Tuesday, 11th November 2003 @ 11:32:08 PM AEST
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| its not your fault tammie. hope you feel better soon |
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Re: You will never know
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by MrWrite on
Wednesday, 12th November 2003 @ 12:34:11 AM AEST
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| I can definately relate to what you're going thruogh, Tammie. It helps to get these type of things off your chest, I know from personal experience. You articulated your thoughts extremely well, and I hope to read more from you. Take care of yourself. |
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Re: You will never know
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by texasw97 on
Wednesday, 12th November 2003 @ 01:59:05 AM AEST
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| man thank God for the ability to write.. good job.. i'm feeling you..good job..keep writing...it helps ease the pain |
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