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[sid] => 2683
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Voices
[time] => 2002-08-24 08:33:21
[hometext] => This is tough for me to write about but it helps to talk about it.
[bodytext] => They were so quiet for so many months i thought they had left.
They came rushing back like a wild bush fire Fat, ugly, dont eat, cut, All swarming in my head They attack me when i least except it bringing me to tears I told you i could fight this battle on my own but cant you see i cant? I just didnt want to burden you I am the older sibling i am suppose to be the strong one your fat, your worthless, no one will ever love you i dont know how to get rid of them they arent leaving this time They tell me if i tell anyone they will harm others they tell me that its all my fault They tell me so many things dont you see i have to listin to them I dont know what to do please help me so i can continue i dont know what to do or where to turn Tell me that i am pretty, that i am loved over power the vocies speak over them when the attack me hold me dont ignore them for they are real as real can be I dont want to force this on you but this is how you can help me For they will only be quiet for a season [comments] => 2 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 43 [informant] => lil_angel [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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