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[sid] => 23445
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[aid] => Mick
[title] => I Have A Little Story Here
[time] => 2003-09-18 14:25:00
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[bodytext] => I guess I will just let you know why some words pierce my very heart I understand that vile pain that can make us want to part That pain has been a friend of mine through many years of tears and strife The only thing I could control was to die...or live this life I guess it does sound odd to you for me to use that term of "friend" When life has been all ruled for you it is a friend you can not bend My friend had become so unruly that I succumbed to it's demands I took that fateful overdose held my death right in my hands As I lay there...waiting for the end I thought...at least this was my choice No more shall I be raped and beaten or feel the that hatred in their voice At last...now my time had come for I had surely found the way Now I could just pass on in peace and...I had picked a lovely day Somehow this was not meant to be for my body was discovered Life was slowly seeping out of me my brilliant plan had been uncovered The call was made by someone and out the rescue came I remember some tubes and needles and strangers shouting out my name Those strangers had accomplished to undo all that I had done They watched for real brain damage as the morning met the sun I had never been so angry as the day I woke to find My efforts had not brought to me that eternal peace of mind Through trial and error I journeyed to find a way that I could cope I needed some control of life without it..there would be no hope So...now I shall end this story and I hope that you might see When I feel your words of suicide you will probably hear from me [comments] => 3 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 21 [informant] => S_K_Williamson [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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