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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Why I need ana..
[time] => 2003-08-20 08:05:00
[hometext] => For all those girls and those few guys out there that know what this means...
[bodytext] => Everyday is the same routine I hate myself, I hate eating Everyone knows something is wrong But they deny it and act as if nothing is going on I am my hardest judge I do know that, When I look in the mirror I critique very carefully Check for 2 hip bones Pushing out my flesh Better have a sunken stomach Or else I'll be ***** Have to count the ribs There better be more than one set And the rest of me Well..I think there's been enough said I try my hardest to keep in control But sometimes my body takes over it all I go to the kitchen and binge on a roll Or sometimes worse, I'll eat till I'm full When I can't escape eating Around other people I politely excuse myself And head to the restroom I bend over the toilet And there I purge till I drop It's loud and disgusting And I'm afraid I'll get caught But it's worth it all if I drop all my weight Sometimes I wonder if this is really worth it But just when I think that A fat lady walks by in her size 20 jeans And I know just why I do this I don't want to become like that unsightly scene. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 48 [informant] => lostforgood [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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