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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Feeling
[time] => 2003-08-11 13:35:00
[hometext] => Inspired by .................. well me, a phase in time, that i am happy to say i am recovering from.
[bodytext] => The feeling i get daily I don't know how to explain I feel like i am empty Consumed by throbbing pain. I don't know where it hurts But I'm sure that it is real It's like being stabbed in the back I just wish that it would heal. I watch things from afar It's like I'm not even there I don't live, I just exist Why is life not fair? I want to feel like i am needed I need a reason to be here But no one needs me anymore The thing that i most fear. Sometimes I feel like screaming And lashing out at friends I hate it when I have time to think It's driving me round the bend. At night time things are worse I have nothing to keep me same I have my thoughts and my secrets And my soul drowning in pain. My chest feels like it's shrinking It hurts to take a breath I feel panic rising in me With it I wish was death. The darkness that surrounds me Makes it hard to scream I hope I will wake soon And discover it's a dream. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Katie-Kate [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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