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[sid] => 21135
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => how i killed the world
[time] => 2003-07-28 12:35:00
[hometext] => a bit of a let down from the title. an older one that i'm not sure how to describe.
[bodytext] => it started with pills and booze and deep seated rage in my mind, a plague was spreading i never understood why i was different why "they" hated me what was wrong with me (i do this out of love) all i wanted was to feel alive all i wanted was to feel something real instead, i sit here, alone again alone again what the hell happened to me what happened to my life for every religious zealot whose glassy stare promotes ignorance for every *****-eyed Cyclopean whore whose lustful glare promotes infidelity for all these things and so many more i load my gun and aim it at the world stamp me with a barcode and put me in line bull***** me to Death and save god the time i look at this world and see Nothing worth saving (my world stops screams in my head bleeding and spinning whirling dervish their eyes are pleading their mouth are moving but all i here are the same two words over and over and over "do it do it do it" gunshots, then silence) will the ocean cleanse me will it make me whole and when i draw it into my lungs will it take me home i'm gonna set the world on fire make you all ugly like me did you ever really notice i never really cared (in soft twilight i strip in the ocean waiting for your ghost waiting waiting for you to kiss away my sorrow) locks and bars will not keep me pills and therapy will not help me soothing words and teddy bears can't make this go away your helping hands and apologies are far too ***** late when they scream inside my eyes roll back and i hide but, i can't hide forever [comments] => 1 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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