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[sid] => 20601
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Free
[time] => 2003-07-18 01:05:00
[hometext] => my final scrawl. thank you all for your comments and what not. i hope you enjoy this.
[bodytext] => my life, entering twilight hastening to total darkness shameless as a favored slave in various stages of undress hacking smiles in milky throats 'til my blade meets unyielding bone no need to murder, anymore i just don't want to die alone the hands of help return once more i thought i'd broke them all before they stoop to force, their pleas ignored as they drag me back to sorrow's shore (let me drown) gorge me with pills to make me well or to plunge me deeper into hell set me free, they must, they will or perhaps i'll relapse and begin to kill i long to embrace what lies beyond this world, where beauty is a well-endowed blond whose IQ (which can be seen in her eyes, so glazed) is surely lower than the number of my remaining days my wrists cry out for a razor's kiss my throat weeps for a noose bowtie my whole body aches for the comfort of a grave what is left but to surrender and die escaping from the white-walled room without a moment to spare i wander the dying night 'neath the fading starlight that left it's kiss on the Mourning air daylight will find me dying travelers will find me dead with a smile on my face and a small hole marking the place where my spirit chewed through my head free to fly, my spirit soars beyond the flaming sun and at long last, all pain lies in the past as my battle with life is won buried and forgotten where i was always meant to be no, please don't cry you see, i was born to die and dying to be free and now i'm finally free [comments] => 2 [counter] => 170 [topic] => 52 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => goodbyepoetry )
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