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[sid] => 19100
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Somewhere in Between Emotions
[time] => 2003-06-16 03:35:00
[hometext] => And it hurts to think about it. I'm nervous about letting people read this. He is absolutely clueless as to what he is doing to me.
[bodytext] => I can't help but losing sleep over this, my head just won't stop racing. I have not stopped pacing for hours- give me just another minute. I know I am somewhere in between my emotions. I wish I could just stand still- why is all of this happening? I need to just beat all of this. By tomorrow everything should be back to normal- tell me... is it really that easy? Am I being decieved, should I just pull back? I know that when I see you again- I will collapse and not be able to get back up. Running from this is the last thing I want- but I don't need this in my life right now... I can't tell what is real. Tell me how I can just stand here- and not be moved by you, when every night I lose sleep. Right now... my feet keep on moving and my head is spinning. My emotions are taring me apart. How can I be so unsturdy... why is all of this happening? Its all just over my head. I just need a few more hours to sort some things out. Because right now... I'm somewhere in between- loving you and needing you... and I just don't want to run away. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 228 [topic] => 2 [informant] => stargazer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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